Confidence in Yourself.....

hello blog.
            this week was fantastic. its interesting for me here because with every companion that i have i definately learn something new from them that just clicks in my head. what i learned this week is some stuff about confidence in yourself. we were discussing confidence and how it relates to faith and what not and it was interesting to ponder. in the church our callings come from inspiration and revelation through the holy ghost. which then means it is from the big Man himself. so every calling we get in this church is God himself telling us that this is where we need to be. he calls us there because he knows that we will do well and progress how he wants us to. he has confidence in us that we can do the tasks that are put in front of us, and, well, he knows everything so he is obviously right hah. now for me i have a hard time having confidence in myself. i feel nervous, on edge, and like i cant get over some of the tasks that im asked to do. especially now. but if i lack confidence in myself than that means that i lack confidence in what i am called to do. which in turn means that i lack confidence in the Lord and ultimately just shows everyone how much faith that i dont have. now if the Lord knows we can do it then there should not be a doubt in our minds that we can. he knows already that you will do it, so i say to myself just buck up and trust in Him who called me here. i love the mission :)